Loveless volume 4
Chapter 22
Translated by Kudou Omi, 2005 July the 5th
Note : This chapter closes the main story in volume 4. Then starts an interlude with an old friend of Ritsuka. But I’ll start working on volume 5 before translating it.
I really liked the Kouya/Yamato couple, in spite of the fact that I don’t particularly like yuri manga. But they were especially well introduced by Kouga-sensei: we could understand how they felt thanks to flashbacks and their thoughts. Other enemies in this manga didn’t have the same privileges. That’s maybe why I really enjoyed this particular book. J
P128
Kouya: "Shall we start the fight?"
Soubi: "We shall. Ritsuka, what’s your plan?"
Ritsuka: "Don’t think of them as Zero, but as perfectly normal persons."
P129
Ritsuka: "They’ll feel pain without the need of a wound."
Soubi: "You want to hear them scream?"
Ritsuka: "Idiot! That’s not it! It’s because… it’s better… if we don’t perceive them as different."
Soubi: "Why?"
Ritsuka: "I don’t know. Maybe because we don’t know if pain changes something."
Soubi: "Pain… I like that word."
P130
Soubi: "Born through pain, fall in this world, needles! Pounding pain, proof that we’re living, pour quickly like rain!"
Ritsuka: /needles/ That’ll hurt…
Soubi: "Needles will help you feel huge pain."
Kouya: "It’ll have no effect on us! Pain has no hold on Zero!"
P131
Ritsuka: /How much agony can she bear? She doesn’t even move an eyebrow./
Yamato: "Kouya, counterattack! Restrain them quickly!"
Kouya: "All right! Tear the pair off right in half , the whole body splits into three."
P132
Kouya: "Schoolboy!! Your fighter is being hurt because you didn’t settle limits."
Yamato: "It’s because you go against your names."
P133
Ritsuka: "Old woman, don’t pretend not to feel pain!!"
Soubi: " Electric pulse, flows through everything that was pierced by needles! Electric shock, attack my enemy!"
Yamato: /!! I have to stand it!/
P134
Kouya: "It’s useless. Yamato…?"
Yamato: "It’s nothing. I felt dizzy." /She’ll know if she sees my face./ "Old women don’t forgive… I thought we were young… Kouya, let’s end this."
Kouya: "Restriction! Restrain the target’s freedom by binding them up tight!"
P135
Soubi: "Rejection!"
Yamato: "Kouya! Focus your mind properly! His words have no power!"
Soubi: "You look as if you were living. Your enduring face looks good."
Kouya: "What is he saying…?"
Soubi: "There’s no way a woman that doesn’t feel pain like dead persons can win against me."
P136
Yamato: /Damn… just at Kouya’s weak point…/ "Don’t believe him, kouya! It’s suggestion! He’s bluffing!"
Soubi: "You look like a cute butterfly. Shall we use a specimen? Let’s pierce you with a pin!"
Yamato: "Ha…"
P137
Ritsuka: "Idiot! Stop it, Soubi! You’re going too far! Hey! You! It hurts isn’t it? You were hurt by the coffee because it was hot! You actually can experience pain!!"
P138
Yamato: "Kouya! Don’t listen to him! No!"
Kouya: "Yamato…could it be…"
Yamato: "It doesn’t hurt at all!"
Kouya: "Yamato!!"
Yamato: /NO!/ "It doesn’t hurt!"
Kouya: "Show me your name!"
P139
Kouya: "Your name… disappeared… why?"
Yamato: "I don’t know."
Kouya: "Since when? Why? Yamato!"
Yamato: "I don’t understand! And I want to know why as well!! Why only me? If I become a nuisance, I want to die…"
P140
Soubi: "You abandon the fight?"
Kouya: "We can’t fight no more."
Soubi: "Then…"
Ritsuka: "Yeah! It’s the end of it! The end! We don’t want to fight anymore so let’s close it!!"
Soubi: "Say termination, ritsuka."
Ritsuka: "Termination!! Is it enough?"
P141
Soubi: "You can’t stop a fight half-way once it started. Abandon is worse than defeat."
Ritsuka: "How could I know that? Then don’t start it even once if it’s better!"
Soubi: "Ritsuka…"
Ritsuka: "You’re wrong! If your partner says to stop, then stop! It’s a negligence! It won’t end if you don’t make its perfect conclusion. Why are you that firm? I understand all that! Are you listening to me? Are you not? Which?"
P142
Soubi: "Don’t challenge us twice if you abandon the fight."
Kouya: "We have no one to fight against anymore."
Yamato: /It’s over. It’s the end. It’s the end, I won’t be able to stay with Kouya. It would be alright if it wasn’t only me but everything that came to an end./
P143
Soubi: "It’ll mean you’ll die as a fighter. Are you okay with it?"
Kouya: "Yes."
Soubi: "Well then, we have nothing to do here."
Ritsuka: /Again this matter…/
Soubi: "It has nothing to do with us. We have no interest in this."
P144
Soubi: "It’s over."
Yamato: "kouya, I’m sorry… but there was nothing I could do as my name disappeared."
Kouya: "Your name… if it disappears, you’re no longer Zero."
P145
Kouya: "Do you love me even if you’re not Zero? Would you die together with me?"
Yamato: "I would, if it’s what you want."
Kouya: "It’s the first time I see you crying, Yamato. Let’s die together."
P146
Kouya: "I’ve always been thinking… do I want to die? Living is always somewhat troublesome. But dying isn’t a simple thing. I won’t be afraid if I die with you."
Yamato: "I don’t want to die. I love the living Kouya. The Kouya who lives, moves, cries or smiles… but it’s enough…"
P147
Yamato: "But if we live and can’t be together, I prefer death!"
Kouya: /Yamato/ "We’ll die together." /I love you/
Yamato: "Yes."
Kouya: "Yamato… I love you." /I love you more than anyone/
P148
Kouya: "I’ve been loving you since the very first time we met. You became my fate when you became my Sacrifice. I was so happy!!" /I love Yamato more than anyone else/
Yamato: "Me too."
Kouya: /Yes. More than this worthless part of me, I will love Yamato even more/ "Right. I shake since it’s my first time, but…"
P149
Kouya: "Shall we start!!"
Yamato: "Kouya…"
Kouya: "I’ll protect you, forever. Let’s be born again!!"
P150
Nagisa: "Kouya? How did it go? You must have won, haven’t you? Hn? What?"
Kouya: "Nagisa-sensei, goodbye."
Nagisa: "Huuu? What did you say? Wait a minute!!"
Kouya: "Sensei, I’m sorry. I’ll return your phone."
P151
Nagisa: "Kouya!"
Kouya: "Now the only people who live are…"
Nagisa: "Yamato! Wait!!"
Kouya: "… Yamato and kouya. Zero is dead. Goddbye!!"
P152
Kouya: "Woa~ my hand is shaking!"
Yamato: "I’m shaking hard too! We had never disobeyed Nagisa-sensei."
Yamato: "From now on, we’ll be together, Kouya."
Kouya: "Yes, together…"
/More than a name, is there a deep wound? I want to make sure if there’s one./
p153
Kouya: "This evening, to say we’ve died to is the same as to say we’re born."
Yamato: "Kouya, I don’t understand what you’re saying."
Soubi: "You’re feeling cold?"
Rtsuka: "I’m fine. Said I’m fine!! you…You went too far!"
Soubi: "Really?"
Ritsuka: "Yeah!! I wasn’t ready!"
P154
Soubi: "You really realized it!"
Ritsuka: "Hu?"
Soubi: "About their sense of pain. I didn’t heard that Zero’s sense of pain could come back through an accident. That Fighter didn’t want to be a tool."
Ritsuka: "Isn’t she right? Don’t be a mere tool! The fact that they’re close friends can’t be replaced by absolutely nothing!!"
Soubi: "Close friends…"
Ritsuka: "Yeah! Close friends! There’s no doubt!"
Soubi: "So that is what you call close friendship!"
Ritsuka: "Hu…"
P155
Ritsuka: "So what?"
Soubi: "They’re Fighter and Sacrifice. They can’t live if they’re separated."
/I don’t understand the meaning, only this deep wound/
Ritsuka: "You and Seimei too?"
Soubi: "Exactly."
P156
Soubi: "Whaat? You feel bad?"
Ritsuka: "No…I…sympathize! I sympathize with you!!"
Soubi: "Haa! Sympathy? Thanks for your encouragement!"
P157
Soubi: "I was living for Seimei only. But for me, Seimei wasn’t."
Ritsuka: "Eh…" /That night, something began/
P158
Ritsuka: /But no one realized it until this time came./
Chapter 22 – owari!